I'm having such a hard time waiting on the train platform at night. It's really causing me a lot of problems. Last night I was there all alone and I was terrified the entire time. At my other job, I saw some creepy guy with his face covered hiding in one of the booths and ever since then, I've been terrified of waiting there st night. I cried the whole next day I came home, and I'm crying now. I hate this. I might just forego my deposit and go get a car today. I don't think I can ever do that again. I try to talk to people about it but no one understands. I have PTSD so bad about being attacked.