Nothing changed
Nothing change from the last time but I guess I already knew that. At this point in my life I need to forgive him not for him but for me so I can be happy and move on. I just dont know where to start or how to start the process to forgive. I'm holding on to something that it's never gonna be. 10yrs I gave to this relationship. I dont want to hold on to this hate anymore I wanna be happy. Honestly i dont think i wanna continue with this relationship anymore. I'm playing myself in staying in it. Telling myself all the excuses to stay, but I'm not happy anymore.