Its been a bit over a year now since I last spoke to her. In some ways it feels like a long year. In other ways its hard to believe its been that long at all.
I wonder at times what her life is like today. I don't dwell on it but I do wonder.
I could easily - right now- go online and find out things about her. See what shes up too. It would be very easy to do.
Since I detached from her & especially now I wont do that. I wont do it because all that I will find is a world of hurt. There is little to no chance that I would discover anything online about her that would make me even mildly happy. So I stay far away from it.