Originally Posted by
Beachn 
Thanks everyone,
Why doesn’t matter, only the actions do. This post is just another example of me trying to out think and out smart the addiction instead of focusing on what is really important, my children and myself.
My obsession with this mountain of sh$& is the perfect distraction from looking inward and dealing with my own issues and accepting that the life I wanted is not to be, time to build a new one.
Beachn
You sir said a mouthful of truth here! Most of us take a good long while to get to this type of thinking. Congrats on a steep learning curve.
Even if it is just one brick or spoonful of mortar a day start building that new life.
She may stop drinking and go into a profound recovery or not. She could stop drinking for years and relapse years later. There are no guarantees with her alcoholism.
What you have endured has been heart wrenching to just read about. Let us know how you get on Beachn.
