Slashed my wrist the 4th of July 2018. I was not trying to kill myself, I was just full of utter despair. I have a long history of self harm but this one got away from me. Had to be rushed to the hospital and stitched up. Lost all feeling in my thumb and forefinger, but it is slowly returning. Who knows if it will ever be 100%. I really doubt it but that is what I get.
I HATE the scar I have from it. So ashamed and paranoid people will notice it. So far no one has said anything but it is decent sized. The worst is being around family. I am absolutely terrified my mom will see it one day. It would destroy her.
On the upside, I have not self harmed since then.