Originally Posted by
BackandScared 
Is there someone with you who can take you wherever you get 'supplies'? I guess you mean a doctor/medicines. You can ride it out because you did it before. You know it can be dangerous too. No real advice. Did not want to read and run.
I meant drinking water and some basics to get me through. I live alone and I don't know who to ask because I am so ashamed. My drinking led to the loss of friends. I am pretty much on my own.