Originally Posted by
Strugglingto 
I let this forum lapse because I thought I was doing well. I don't even know what triggered me. I can't remember the reason. I just have numerous empty vodka bottles and feel horrendously sick
Yikes I don't envy this..I KNOW exactly how you feel...I was unable to move from my bed to my couch without great effort in my last days of drinking.
I could not even shower...eat...drink a whole glass of water...this is the lonliest feeling in the world....
My heart aches for you....try to get some supplies in the house either by friends or family...Gatorade...maybe some Watermelon (It goes down easy)….vitamins..Ramen noodles for when you start feeling like you can eat...and make a pact with yourself that you want to feel well..and will feel well.
The alcoholic detox is the worst....I know