Hi and welcome dreamwithin
There are all kinds of members here, some alcoholic, some other drugs, some both, as well as the loved ones and families of the addicted.
You're sure to find people who understand and empathise with your situation here.
SR helped me turn my life around - I was terrified of having no safety net - the support here really helped me get through that peoopd.
I know we can help you change your life for the better
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