Thanks again, everyone.
...thanks Bekindalways—
I’m still taking steps forward, and for that... I’m so grateful for.
But for me, around this point (the 2-3 month mark)... I start to miss her again. So I’m just trying to stay as busy as possible. The goal for me: 5 months of NC... I’ll definitely get there with a few emotional ups & downs.
Having to acknowledge why I broke up with her... with my ex brought many hurt feelings back. Also because this big project was our dream, together.
I’ll be OK... just another stage of grieving...