Well, I know things will be fine, eventually. I also can’t help the fact that I’m feeling overwhelmed at the moment, no matter how I try to put it into perspective.

There are too many variables, too much that I don’t know. I’ll feel better about things in a week or two. I have to go out of state to take care of executing my stepdads will (which has a lot of people hurt and worried, and I don’t know what to do about that), sort out my mom’s long term care because her health has taken a dive, some other stuff I’m trying to make sense of. So whatever happens, at least I’ll have a better idea about what’s up pretty soon.

Im a little worried about being around emotional people in these next couple of weeks. That’s a big trigger.

Yeah. First world sober problems. I like that.