Surprisingly tough day
Hey everyone. I’m on day 45ish (5/25) and was really surprised at how difficult today was. After an active weekend where I felt semi-normal, I felt like a zombie today. And my sweet-tooth resurrected itself with a vengeance. I think that’s essentially all I’ve eaten today. And whoever introduced the Perfect Peanut Butter Protein bars at Starbucks should be fired. Wow. I worked from home today - and by that I mean I watched Seinfeld episodes while answering a few emails. And I just ordered a pizza - I think I’m regressing to college days. After 25 years of secret vodka consumption, and several failed attempts at quitting, I’m now starting to understand that following every good batch of days will come a pay-day where everything falls apart... confusion, mind fog, inability to concentrate, irritability, crazy hunger. I’m reading a book preaching the power of ‘now’ - I’m not sure I could grasp the concept of ‘now’ today.
Hoping tomorrow (and every day after) will be better.
Smiles!