Hi, braebear. Sorry your suffering! Beer is my thing too...i had 3 months sober and then drank again and i hate it! This is day 3 sober for me and i cant wait to get more time behind me. The first thing you have to do is get sober. Do you have withdraws? If so, you'll have to get medical help for that. Once you get through that, you will start feeling so much better and can start learning to live sober! Living life sober is so worth it! Im really glad your here and are reaching out for support! Sending hugs your way!