Hi...I'm new and need help....
Hi, I'm new. Not new to drinking. 14 years in. It started the day my Mother died. Now, here I am, pooping blood and drink beer every single day. My husband can't stand me, nor do my kids. When do you get to the point of being done, what makes it possible? I wake up every morning saying "today is THE day", but an hour later, I'm buying beer. I'm lost and done...