Originally Posted by
DiggingForFire 
I hear you. It’s only been a few visits but mine is acting like everything has always been fine and trying to be charming etc. And you just think “is this person really out to lunch like I was sure of last week?” Yes, he is.
If they weren’t capable of acting like normal people on occasion and/or for short bursts, we wouldn’t have any of us gotten involved. It’s real. It’s bad. Just because he isn’t falling over today doesn’t mean it wasn’t him or wasn’t completely intolerable.
Thanks.. Even though I've gone NC as humanly possibly I'm still playing his denial/begging me to let him drink speech over and over in my head. I am seeing an addiction Councillor this week and he'll probably hit me upside my head for even doubting myself. I know he's an alcoholic. The courts, the police all know he's an alcoholic.
We should have those 'singagrams', are they even a thing anymore? I could do with a daily Singagram dressed as a pyramid singing 🎶
he's in denial 🎶