hi butterfly123, really great that you are back here! Five days is fantastic, I am just reading the book "The Da Vinci Code", I love numbers and in this book the five pointed star - pentacle - is the symbol for feminine goddesses, do you think five is a special number for us? Never know truly will we, but if things seem better after 5 days for you, then you are nearly there.
The boredom we feel when we give up is normal. You can do this!
love brigid
