Thank you all so much for your advice. This is such a big, learning process. Very eye-opening and painful too. His trip “got extended” another day and he said he will go home tomorrow. Lots of texts from him this morning, and radio silence rest of day. I was very bothered by this. But I chose to spend the afternoon by myself and enjoy the sunshine, and for a few hours, it felt nice to just enjoy the day. Of course, when I got home and started thinking about him, I got angry and hurt all over again.
It is such a rollercoaster. When does the ride end?