I'm hurting 😣
Since my last post I've been on a week bender. I went to the hospital yesterday and told them I don't want valuim or librium because I'm scared of being addicted. Last time I had it at rehab it felt so good. Then one day I got one from a friend and slept for 14 hours. I felt like a drug addict (I haven't even smoked weed in 17 years) Alcohol is my posion. I actually walked right out of the hospital and walked 3 miles home. My withdrawals is so bad. What happened to me?