9:44pm Hi friends on here. I look forward to checking in here. I am still here. I forgot to take the naltrexone today but had no desire to drink. I worked all day. That's pretty rare. I'm glad. I was miserable all day. In a fog. Fearful. Judgemental. Of me and Everyone. I'm happy.(?) I didn't drink tho. I'm in bed. Exhausted.. I'm going to Los Angeles tomorrow. Maybe I'll check out a meeting there. Somewhere where I won't know anyone. I'm not counting days. What's the point? Grateful for this place.