Originally Posted by
DriGuy 
There is no real need to wait for your dead enemies to come floating by on the river. There is no longer anything to be gained or lost from it. Now I will admit a certain satisfaction from watching the downfall of a supposed enemy one time. It was somewhat satisfying when I watched it. I admit it, but not needing revenge is a greater satisfaction. And much more emotionally healthy.
I think this is the answer I was looking for. The goal is to get to a point where I've matured enough that it's not something I care to see. But if I see the downfall of an enemy (I use the term loosely of course) I don't know if I'll ever get to a Zen like state where I won't at least enjoy it. That is a human fault.