Hi Purina
No one can fix everything in a day (or three days)
I had a large amount of debt after twenty years of drinking...I paid it all off bit by bit.
I honestly believe if I can, you can too.
As for the cost of an ER- The way I see it...if you need help, it'd be a great investment in your health.
as for AA...I'm not a member but I read here daily that people break down in AA meetings all the time - it's a room full of people who know how you feel and who want to help
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