QT: I cry often at the meetings. I get in there and all the emotion of the last 10 years just floods me. The passages that are read always connect to me...and it stirs it all up. I went to my first meeting 6 years ago and swore I would never go back. It took me a couple years of denial to re-engage. Now that my AW is no longer in the picture I do it for my own sanity as I have so much to recover from too in the wake of this horrible, destructive disease.