Mera, I have followed a part of your journey and funny how you often pop up in my thoughts, day to day.
I have always been in awe - how you have pulled out all the stops to get better - and now again , going to America to try again.
I wanted to chime in after your opening post, and say that I think you need to be with family. So there you go. That's what you are going to do, and I think it is exactly what you need. No doubt it won't all be moonshine and roses, but I think it is going to benefit you so so much.
Rooting for you, as always. You deserve a good life, Mera (((())))