Brain feels fuzzy. Feeling a bit down fed up feeling like nothing to look forward to. Know this isn’t true but just a strange feeling. Also feel like my vision is blurred kind of not quite clear etc etc not eye sight something else. Did engaged kind of feeling. Not going bk to drinking just some days are good feel positive then like this. Just like a melancholy sad don’t know who I am were I’m going type of thing. Had long time sobriety before can’t remember this though