Mourning the people who walked away.
I battled with a mental illness and episodic alcoholism. It took me ages to find meds that worked.
Im in a good place today but loads of people walked away when the drama was still playing out. Im in mourning for those people or some of them anyway.
Today is very hard because one of them got good news. Her daughter graduated top of the class from a very prestigious university. Her daughter was my god daughter. I wanted to ring and congratulate but Im no longer welcome in their lives. I actually liked my god daughter and Im sad that I cant congratulate her.
Its like dealing with lots of deaths with no funeral.
Do you mourn the people who walked away?