I know those dreams so well. some are so real. "Oh crap, I've got to hide this bottle/joint. And wake up to find out that I didn't fall off after all.
Others are people offering me stuff and I am thinking - can I get away with it. Will anyone find out. And waking up to be glad I didn't jump at the chance.
Maybe it is a subconcious comtitment. Mabe it's fear. And sometimes I really want to take advantage of what the dream offers. Sometimes I perhaps do. But I realish those dreams for two reasons.
First, I can enjoy the posibility without the consequences - if I did indulge, it's only in my dreams. Second, when I decline to indulge, it re-affirms my commitment.