Originally Posted by
Misssy2 
I love dreaming..especially the alcohol dreams because you wake up feeling so guilty like you really DID it that you don't want to do it anymore....congrats on Day 22...or wherever you are now I didn't notice the date this was written cause i'm only on Day 4....so tired.
I like coming to my senses 2 minutes after I wake up from one of those, and think, "Gee; Wow, Damn. I'm glad that was only a dream." Then it's kind of fun thinking about how emotional and real a dream can be, but during the dream itself I can't say I experience anything more than anger, remorse, and self hate.