It's interesting how forward he was with me that Monday morning at court 3½ weeks ago by telling me his name, giving me his # and asking me to contact him later. I've never had a guy be that forward with me. Ever.
He wanted this relationship. I was hesitant. He was the first one to divulge how he felt for me, NOT the other way around. (I was too scared because it's never worked out in the past like I wanted it to.) I went into this knowing this would be difficult. I did this because it was a relief to finally know a guy felt the same way I did and I was ecstatic to finally have found someone who seemed kind, genuine and caring. Someone who'd finally treat me decent for a change.
He's asked an awful lot of me and I've given a lot because I care about him and love him like I do.
Between Jennifer and this forum, I'm trying as best I can so it's not a daily struggle for me. The last thing I want to feel now is punished because of it.