Hi Rick
noone wants to be an alcoholic
but...I had more than 20 years experience and data to suggest that my drinking was not good for me.
If you're like me, you've woken up many a time thinking why did I have that last drink...but what I learned - finally - was that my problems started after the first drink, not the last.....
No matter what good intent I had, that first drink smashed it...that first drink kicks off the insatiable unquenchable thirst....
and that's why I can't drink at all.
I suspect you might be the same.
I've grown to love sober me and my life now is full and richand packed full with people who like me, the real me...
I could never say that as a drinker.
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