It will get easier.
Everything is raw in the beginning ( on all your firsts so to speak)
You will keep growing and learning like Lola.
Who says you can’t teach an old dog new tricks. Excuse my turn of phrase spring chicken
Sounds like you have some good friends there.
You was present for your sons presentation and that is all that matters.
That’s what he will remember. Not mum getting drunk and embarrassing him and spoiling his day.
Well done
