I was the poster boy for chronic relapsers.
I tried to quit drinking for ten years. I'm sure that qualifies me for something. An idiot maybe. No kidding, ten years of my life spent trying to stop drinking.
Needless to say, I couldn't do it on my own. I went to AA. I came here. I worked on it.
It has now been over ten years since I've had a drink of alcohol.
There is hope. No matter how low we've sank. And I sank pretty damn low.
But I never stopped trying. I never gave up trying to quit. It took Divine intervention, but it worked.
You can do it, too.
Just never give up hope. I've been doing it one day at a time. That works for me.
I wish you the best.