Dee- yes I know- I am not advocating moderation. As a 30 year addict I never thought I would have any time like this where it was occasional for me. I know you have read my posts over the years and it was a struggle. For whatever reason right now it is not a struggle. I have other struggles but some how MJ has moved to the back burner of my life. I did 6 months totally sober and now I am managing the occasional use. I am not advocating it for everyone.