Thank you all so much for the comments, bringing tears to my eyes. The husband decided to go out drinking with friends, no call, no note, then make pizza for his friends. I’m livid and feel so betrayed by everyone right now. I thought I can go out and not say anything and have some drinks too..... but no, because I need to be strong enough to cut ties with toxic people and drinking won’t make it any better. What a bad day, I’ve seen what I need to see. Detachment is a feeling I need the most right now. I’m literally having pain in my heart and stomach from the hurt. Is it normal to feel physical pain when emotionally hurt?