Wassup everyone,

I’ve been sober about 4 months now (since Jan) and I’ve been truckin along pretty well. My sister’s wedding is this coming weekend and I am terrified I will drink, as it’s the first event I have to go to that will have alcohol.

I was was planning on committing to the sober weekend thread and trying to check in here but I don’t know if it will be enough since I will be so busy for those days. I’m afraid after I give my speech I’ll use it as permission to drink.

Im trying to head this off ASAP but this is the first test where I really, truly do not want to relapse. I feel like I can’t trust myself when the day comes to do the right thing. Any advice is appreciated.