Show isn't until tomorrow night. Honestly, because I'm also pretty stingy, I never was a big drinker at concerts, I'd have a few, but nothing out of control, and it's a band I love (Chevelle) so I think I'll be good. I think it's a good thing, since when I'm engaged with something, my urges are way more manageable. I'd have a better chance of relapsing staying home, because I would be pissed I didn't go lol. Thanks for all the support everyone, I won't be letting myself or anyone else down.