Hey, wow when I read your post I thought it sounded like something i could have written!.
I hear alot of hope in your post. You enjoy being sober. You want to be sober. You are going to be posting about your day.
Drinking like we do/did is so lonely. Things really do start to change once the bottle is put down. Stay close to SR, post as much as you want/need to and stay away from that first drink one day at a time and things will get better, I promise you.
Looking forward to reading about your journey.