Have you ever watched a child learning to walk?
They shakily manage to pull themselves upright, swaying in all directions. Take maybe a step or two in a drunken sailor walk and then the inevitable...PLOP on the butt.
The baby doesn't beat themselves up saying what a miserable failure they are and how they will never get this walking thing down pat and they are hopeless. They just roll over onto their knees and give it another shot.
Give it another shot!
What is your plan to help you achieve sobriety? What are you going to do differently as part of your plan?
I needed help and support to achieve sobriety. Reach out for help. Be honest. Be open. Be willing. Help is all around and sobriety is achievable. The rewards are beyond mere words. You can do this!