Dee when I have got my consumption to zero I am positive my anxiety will diminish and that will be the biggest thing to stop me from ever drinking again.

Also that Alcohol makes you gain extreme amounts of weight and also makes it basically impossible to lose weight whilst you drink alcohol.

I do have quite a few hobbies, honestly once I am off this crap that is it, it is not even a good “buzz” that alcohol gives you, just a tired sleepy feeling at night then a whole day of feeling horrendous the next.