Thanks for the link awuh1, depending the company I am in a few months ago I found myself using the word evil, which is quite a loaded word, up there with God really. The context was that observing people going through various stages of addiction and healing 24/7 the ones that had any real chance of making it seem to have accepted a higher power in their lives.
I do feel the difference in my life when I don't just pay lip service to God but invite God in and let him take over. I actually feel a physical release of emotion.
I can remember many years ago in another attempt to get sober and 8 months up I felt that emptiness and drank on it, it seem to come out of nowhere, although I was in AA, I wasn't in the program.
its really important that you are talking about it.