Thread: Time to stop.
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Old 04-05-2019, 01:35 AM
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CharlesG
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Hey Lynnmarie! It’s midnight making this day 12 officially! I think I’m past any withdrawals but I’m having really bad nightmares and feeling sad a lot more as of the past two days. I had to miss a work meeting today due to feeling so unbearable earlier today. I’m also picking up a lot more caffeine lately which kind of scares me but it’s nice to have some sort of vice. It scares me because I associate coffee and green tea with smoking weed but so far so good with not having the urge to smoke while caffeinated. I’d say I’m doing pretty good this go around. Eating a lot more sweets which is making my face break out but it’s better than smoking.. On the upside I’ve been a lot more productive lately. And the thought of smoking makes me uneasy thinking about how much better I’ve been at work without it. I love how agile and full of energy and ready to go overtime without it. I feel much more dependable but also more stressed by ordinary life responsibilities. Things are good.
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