Today was a great day as day 5 rolls in. The last hour of work was long and scares me because usually it’s when I smoke to ease the pain of the job. Today was rough and I didn’t do as good of a job but I plan on working harder tomorrow and getting out of bed earlier to make breakfast and enjoy my day. I usually wait until the last minute to eat and leave and I think it tremendously affects my day. If I start it earlier maybe it’ll be better. I’ll see tomorrow. I feel like not smoking is so cool because I want my face to be clear and smoking always felt like it dried me out whether it’s vape or not. I feel great about my progress and won’t turn around. I enjoy being sober. I’m able to look people in the eye and deeply connect. The same thing scares me but I’m ready for it. Thank you all here at SR