Thanks for the responses everybody, it feels good to have support. Sober Recovery forums have helped me tremendously. I’m on day two and I feel like crap. Not much energy for anything after the morning time, it’s 2pm and I feel like sleeping and crying though I still have a full day ahead of me. I’ve stopped smoking before and these days are absolutely the worst, I’m feeling negative but determined still. I’ve been setting myself up for success by installing sober apps on my phone, keeping water by my bed for morning/nights and keeping in contact with positive people. I’m coming in contact with people who smoke tonight but I’m not worried, I know how to say no. I bought more notebooks today since I’m a fan of writing and need things to do in my spare time. Pocket sized notebooks. I wonder if I’ll ever feel normal like this?
The last times I stopped I remember getting to a point to where I felt horrible but then had some of the greatest times ever. Does this end?