Originally Posted by
Bobbieka 
BBG - I think you are doing a great job. You are so much better than you were 3 years ago. That being said, this alcoholism stuff is tricky and one day you might not make it back. That is my fear always. What if I just slide down the hole and never make it back? I'm finding this forever thing is not a bad gig. I know you can do it. You're pretty awesome.
Thanks so much Bobbie. I am much better off than I was 3 years ago. But I'm not where I'd like to be. I'm in a "progress not perfection" mode. I want perfection!