Originally Posted by
Bekindalways 
Man DS, you just seem like you have come so far. When you say your life became small, do you mean that you weren't doing much beyond worrying? Did that have anything to do with picking up again?
Yes, Be Kind exactly that. Worrying and resenting. There has been no joy in my life for a long, long time.I don't think I was really taking responsibility for my self inflicted misery. Nobody is doing this to me but myself. If there was such a thing as a brain transplant I would willing take that option.
Thanks Dee and Caramel and Alice......and everyone here.