i wrote a long reply out to you but lost it. I’ll try rewriting it later,maybe when I get some time to myself. My son has been increasingly fussier than usual and seems only with me. I guess he feels my stress,I don’t know. I’m so tired mentally.. currently crying because I need a break. I think I’m going to have to let someone watch him a few days. I know that’s bad but I need time to myself. I’m so frustrated. I can’t do this by myself,not even gonna attempt it.