Very Hard To Do
Today I started cleaning a house that was forclosed on and I am now moving into. In the fridge was several bottles of beer and I found a full case of Jack Daniels. My ex-wife (due to drinking but now supports my sobriety) just stopped and stared at me. You know that look of "here we go again". I told her to go to the fridge and pour out the beer as I began pouring out the Jack. She did. When we were finished she came over and hugged me with tears in her eyes. I admit it was hard (would have been harder if it was Jager) but I dont want to be that person I was before. I want to thank everyone here for the support I have received. I went to one AA meeting in the beginning and found that it wasn't for me. I'm not a social person. I always drank alone and in secret. This sight and a doctors visit for antabuse has been what I need. Thanks again to all of you.