just hard to accept the damage alcoholism has done and how long it took for me to finally see that
well drinking ain't gonna fix it!
you are exactly where you are supposed to be....a smidge over two weeks as a sober person. you ARE going to have ups and downs, we all do. the longer you stay sober and do the footwork, the less high or low those ups and downs will be. but you are not guaranteed to have sunshine and smooth sailing from here on out.
life on life's terms. some days good. some days great. some days eh. just how it is in the life of a human.