Originally Posted by
eve123 
Thank you all. Just feel that iv irreplaply screwed up and wasted my life. So many bad things lost relationships disappointed in myself and who I have been most of my adult life. Feel numb and enough of me
We all did things that we regret but none of them can be changed. Worrying about it only causes more pain and sadness.
You have all the rest of our life left though - so what you do today is far more important than anything you've done in the past. Make it a good day and find something positive to do, it all adds up.