68 days is amazing progress, why dont you stick around to offer advice to people like me who are only on day 3? My relationship ended 7 years ago and it has been a up and down time, very lonely and hard at times, but i made it harder by my drinking, and when i met new people i ruined those relationships by still drinking and i have no doubt i would be in a far better position had i been strong like you and quit drinking straight away. Keep going and dont give up.