((((((Becky)))))
You are in my thoughts and prayers. I too, have been having depression, anxiety and panic attacks. I haven't had them in a long time and now they're starting to come back. I need to get back on some antidepressants, which I hate to do, because they make me gain weight.
I just lost all the weight recently from being on them the last few years. It's a no win situation it seems.
Hang in there
Hugs,
Savana