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Old 03-12-2019, 06:50 AM
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Originally Posted by needshelp111 View Post
Today I wrote an F you letter to booze. I thought for sure I was going to get fired for my actions at this new job. I still might and I'm worried freaking sick.
Basically, I got a new job, then faked a family problem to stay at home and drink very early into it. Dodge a bunch of calls and now I feel ******* sick about it.
Why did I do that? What was the point? Then I spent all weekend getting wasted so much that I started feeling sick even drinking a bit.

But Sunday night I poured out fresh beers I bought and decided that it's over and I want to be better. Booze has done nothing but hurt me for too long.
I want to be better. I will be better.
Man I know that exact scenario - lying to work about a family problem to either recover from or to start drinking. It's a brutal cycle of suffering a shame. There's a better life, but you have to work for it.
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